music keeps me tall

i like music. it puts peace in my heart. i like being around it, watching it, hearing it. it makes me not care for anything like lies, or rejection, even when staring it right in the face. i have learned to grow with each rejection, and thats allowed me to grow more that i want to admit. i dont have much left that you can take. every time i become aware of rejection, whether its to my face or in my back, i think about leaving. just...walking out. most times i do, sometimes i dont. i am glad music keeps me wanting to stay, if for nothing else.