Tuesday, October 28, 2008

my mouth is always closed

i was sitting on my couch
my mouth was closed
i though to myself
how lonely ive become
i went out for a drink
and saw a beautiful woman
i sat there for an hour
thinking of something beautiful to say
but my mouth remained closed
speechless, as usual
i gave it some time
too much time
and i ended up walking out
more alone than i felt before

nothings changed...

im gonna die alone
i promise

1 comment:

  1. You are a fantastic writer. I devoured all of your posts. Your writing is full of a sad wisdom that is quite beautiful. Your early posts are the only ones which betray your age.

    I embrace solitude and no longer feel lonely when I'm in the quiet places of the world. My heart goes out to you for the loss of your brother. He walks beside you and you need only listen to hear him.

    Please continue your soulful musings. I'll be waiting for your insights.

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